I'm getting my participation grade in Geometry without even taking a single note or even looking at the board because I know how to bend the rules. I have good friends supporting me during my current state of being constantly on the verge of a second nervous breakdown or just all out mental meltdown. Avril Lavigne's voice is
amazing. My eyes aren't constantly rimmed by sleepless bruise-like markings anymore. I understand more about the symbolism of
The Wizard of Oz in relation to the populism movement in the late 1900's than my American History teacher does because I'm an excellent English student. I'm learning My Immortal by Evanescence on the piano. And four dumb as fuck Christmas songs that I absolutley love. I finally found the guts to tell one of my best friends I'm in love with him and have been for a really long time and I always think about him, constantly, even though we're both currently in other, very healthy relationships, and that if ever they fail, I
am here, and he said that he doesn't exactly feel the same way now, but you never know what the future may hold. I have an amazing and supportive and fun boyfriend. I'm finally getting people to stop trying to drag me into their personnal drama. I got an A on my report on El Dia de los Muertos for our heritage project in English, and an A on my work for our current chapter in Biology. I'm making a passing C in Biology and Environmental Science. I have this amazing new pair of jeans that is totally kick ass on me, even if they are two sizes too big. My hair is finally,
finally growing out, slowly but surely. My friend Shanera isn't romantically obsessed with me anymore. The panic attacks have stopped, though my heartrate is still a little spastic, and the hallucenations are a lot less frequent, and I think they might actually go away soon. I think I may patent my design for the perfect woman. I think that's pretty much everything that's currently making me happy. ZoomZoom(:
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