Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Things that are currently pissing me off.

A lot of things are pissing me off right now. My iPod keeps dying. I'm stuck in a dead zone, and am having major Hell trying to talk to people. My hair refuses to stay straight, even though I spent two and a half hours straightening it. The B above middle C on my keyboard keeps doubling the value of each note. It's been raining for, like, two weeks, and it's pissing me the fuck off, because our yard is a total mess. I'm realising that things are going absolutley nothing like I had planned. My life is a spiraling chaotic vortex over which I have no control. I'm failing American History, Geometry, and English III, and I'm only barely passing Biology and Environmental Science. My hair isn't growing back out fast enough. I don't have the motivation to do anything right now other than practice piano and lay in bed doing this, or go smoke and make calls. And smoke some more. I have to cancel my date for Friday because I have absolutley no way to get there, but I don't have the heart to let Andre down. I'm going to the same city the next night and he's going to be on the way to baby sitting a half hour away from there. I'm broke. People won't leave me alone when I want peace and quiet, but they don't feel like talking when I'm lonely. Everyone on the face of the planet are stupid whores. I'm always tired and it's bugging me shitless. I think I'm stressing myself out to the point where I may or may not be developing a bald spot. I lost my favourite gauges. My room is super small. I need some new clothes that actually fit because I've lost so much weight. My favourite shoes are falling apart. I'm going insane. On the bright side, I get to go to the Museum of Fear at the Lafeyette Museum of Natural Science on Saturday. I think that's it for what's pissing me off. ZoomZoom(:

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